I've never been good at putting things into words ... from the day you moved in next door to us when I was 3 I think you have been a big part of my life . From me and deeds shouting each other over the back garden wall to me bumping down the stairs with livvy on my lap after her nap .. me knocking on the front door constantly wanting to come play you took me under your wing like I was 1 of your own even took me on holiday with all the family. Spending newyear with you the kids . Spending christmas with you the year milo ran away and we was out looking for him countless sleepovers . You was like a 2nd mum to me infact I called you mum most of the time . Then meeting coming to see my boys when they was born ..... I can't put into words how much I will miss your beautiful smile and your warm hugs that always made me smile inside and out I love you with all my heart your adopted daughter Etha xxx